Freshman Year til Now

I decided before I get too far into this, that I should explain what I've done and how it has worked so far.

This is a picture of me about halfway thru my first semester at LU. Honestly, I did not gain the typical "freshman fifteen." . Of course, I wasn't the smallest then. I was probably somewhere around 150, and at 5'4" that's outside of the healthy weight category in most definitions. But I've always been okay with it and just wrote it off that I am just going to be who I am. I think I lost somewhere around five pounds first semester because I was walking all the time and I was going to a zumba class a couple days a week with some friends. I probably gained it all back second semester though as I became busier and things got really crazy. Sophomore year is about when I gained all the weight. And I don't mean that in an awful way, I just got super busy and there were many more takeout options available on campus that I took advantage of. I did go the gym, but it was more like once a week if I had time and I definitely did not push myself as hard as I should of. So I was eating all of this takeout food but not taking advantage of the gym we have on campus. Never a good idea. It was not a healthy and balanced life as it should be. I was stressing myself out, not sleeping as much, and eating terribly. It was not a good way to lead my life.
         I came to that realization this summer. I began attempting to diet. Unfortunately, I failed way more times than I succeeded. I would start a diet and swear to only have a salad for dinner (which was full of dressings that were doing more harm than good) but then someone would order pizza at work and of course I would have a slice or two. Or garlic knots. Or I would visit my friend on my way home at McDonalds and order a McFlurry because I knew she was closing. Just bad habits like that. Even exercising was scarce because I would not consistently leave time in my day to bike or do crunches or something to be active. Instead I would wake up, go to work, and then come home and go to bed. Again, full of bad choices for someone who was trying to lose weight. I probably lost a couple of pounds in the long run, but not as a result of consistency. The picture to the right is on my birthday this year. I probably weighed somewhere between 157 and 160 at this point. Not my proudest moment. Honestly, when I found this picture and compared it to freshman year I was wondering how the heck weight can just creep up on you like that. I didn't even notice it! But it's pretty obvious when I look at it now, my face was a lot rounder and my stomach is too a little. I'm not ashamed nor do I have a bad image of myself, I'm just saying I wish I would of taken the time to take care of myself in the midst of all that was going on with my life. It would of been the responsible thing to do. 
            So, this semester I woke up. First, it was going to the gym more consistently. I started going to the gym three times a week as a part of a competition at school. But it grew on me and became something I wanted to do instead of a part of a school-wide competition. Soon I learned I liked going to the gym, something I never thought possible. I was going 4-5 times a week. 3 days on the treadmill and 2 days on the bike (sometimes I would miss a day). After I lost about 3 or 4 pounds doing that, I realized how good I felt. So I started eating better about a month or so ago. I don't think of it as a diet, instead it is a lifestyle change. When I get to my goal, I will probably adjust a little bit while still staying quite healthy and balanced. Once I adjusted my diet the way really started just falling off. At the beginning of this semester I was between 160 and 162. I only weigh myself once a week and on Saturday morning I was somewhere around 146, which is much closer to the healthy weight range than I have been since probably the beginning of high school. Not too shabby for only a month or so of change!  And yes, that picture is from shopping over the weekend, my face is less round and my stomach has become much less noticeable. I'm all for that. I went out and bought my first ever pair of yoga pants this Saturday as a reward. I'm all about rewarding myself, but I don't feel too terrible about having cheat days either. If I slip up, it's not the end of the world. I just have to do better next time, and I do. I'm actually smaller than when I started college, which is pretty incredible for an accounting major that is constantly studying for the next test. 

I hope this post was of inspiration to people who have gone through a similar struggle as me! My next posts are going to include what I do at the gym and how I eat right on a campus meal plan. I know it's difficult for you to do, but it can be done! And of course, I'll keep posting about my progress as time goes on. 

Also: I know all three pics are mirror shots. For the first two, I did it for comparability. The third was just a coincidence.